i'm back

i tried to do this a couple of days ago, but mother duties got in the way. oh but they never get in the way of reading. i feel like an outsider spying in on all the fun. well it's true i have a beautiful little angel named hazel. i love new babies, it is like having a glimps into heaven. alicia, it is way better to have them out than in and having only two would be a crying shame!! soon you are so crazy, you forget what it's like to be sane so it's ok to have more. labor and delivery where fabulouse. but as you know i thrive on pain. i just can not think of anything as exciting as having all this waiting, pain, and everything else that comes with pregnancy, then having it end in this huge climax of pain. and when you are done you have the most amazing gift god could give you right in your arms. oh how i love having babies. if i could just give birth and forget all that other stuff i would have like 12 babies. of course i would be raising them on my own because cory would leave me.

the fourth of july was great. i however was a little bit of a party pooper. there were a few activities that i just could not get the strength to do, but i think i did pretty well considering.

we are really trying to come down in august to bless little hazy may, but nothing is final. however i am going to run the bare gustman or whatever it's called next year with you all. i have dreams nightly about running and riding and hiking and not being a size 14/16, then i wake up and realize that my back is killing me and i can barely walk. i'm afraid i have what brooke has/had, but cory just thinks i did too much too soon. so i hope he is right.

well i love you all and miss you like crazy. brooke call me or i will kill you. and mindi you too. or i will call you at 10:00 and 12:00 when cory's phone is free. whatever would be easier for you.

blog ya.........meags

ps we had so much fun with geof and darla!!!!! i wish you would move up here!!! geof. i'm sure you can find some crazy 'a' jobs that you work like 95 hours a week up here too. oh and cory found these 5 acre lots just south of kelso for 70 g's so everyone come up, buy land, be happy.