bglife

i just read jessie's blog about her home improvements and saw how nice everything turned out and then their the bbq and thought, "wow they have really made it."  full grown adults with a very successful life!  we have all been so blessed.  i am sitting in my little dream house with air conditioning that actually works watching my babies jumping on their trampoline in our beautiful back yard with the sprinkler system on and i think, "i don't deserve all of these blessings!"  i always wanted all of this, (and in my ungrateful kind of way thought i would have it), but when i sit back and really look at it i am blown away.  Heavenly Father has blessed us so much!  i am so grateful and amazed by all that He has given to us.  as i look at all my siblings and cousins i am in awe.  reading court's blog about lindsey being grateful for joani's rules and chels and joey turning their lives upside down so that they can be with their boys.  jess  feeling so blessed to be a mommy and to such a sweet and special girl.  ellynn being so sick, but still wanting to be a mother and brooke, you guys if you only knew what a saint we have among us.  (maybe you do.  i was just reminded as i spent time watching her!)  those are just to name a few.  wait, how about mindi walking one of her young women home after tutoring her and being a little afraid, but it didn't stop her, and darla supporting her hard working geoffrey and doing the mommy thing alone something that i could not do!  granny and our Heavenly Father are  grateful to have such good children on this earth.