i made it through the night

yes we all woke up alive this morning and without too much trama. after only three prayers before we went to bed and a few throughout the night, the morning light did come. i only freaked myself out completely once, but then i remembered that i had prayer so now i had to have faith. it worked, i calmed right down. however sleep never came. with four people in one very hot bed and the window only cracked so it could stay locked it was a bit warm. i finally moved to the end of the bed so my legs could hang off the bed for the rest of the night. at least i wasn't being smuthered by benny's sweaty body. cory was at the beach with his brothers and some other guys they work with. he had to be up at 5 to go sturgen fishing. funny thing is he says he ate too late last night so he was up all night with one of his gut aches. i think really he just missed holding his big beautiful wife. it was great to hear from my mother seeings how i've only talked to her twice in two weeks. bennett says hi, she just had to write her name. i love you all!!!! ......me.