anti-mormon sites

Okay Mindi- I thought I would comment on your blog since something very similar happened to me. So Geof. and I had just gotten married. We were living in California (I guess that's not too pertanent to the story) and I was going to school at the local Jr. College. Anyway, so one day I'm on the computer looking up something...don't really remember what it was (at the school) and ran into some anti-mormon sites as well. So I started reading one of them...I never had before and was somewhat curious about what this ex-mormon had to say. Anyway, after reading what he said I totally freaked out. I felt the same way Mindi. "Am i completely wrong?" I was also a pretty newly RM which freaked me out as well. Did I just teach lies for 18 months?!! So I leave the library where I had been on the computer and I'm sitting on the steps waiting for Geoffrey...and I'm totally crying. I felt so sick to my stomach (now I know to be a sign that what I had read wasn't from God)...and upset. So geof. picks me up and i'm bawling and telling him what happened....no wait. I'm quiet the whole ride home because my cousin was in the car (she and Geof. worked together) and I didn't want her to know. When we got home i started crying again and told Geof. what happened. Being the wonderful man that he was (IS I should say...he will be a Gen. Authority Brooke...hee..hee), he went on the explain so much to me. Not to be corny, but he was so led by the Spirit at that moment. Everything he said was such a comfort to me and it felt so right. I didn't doubt for a second that what I had believed my whole life was true. Geof. says that anti-mormon stuff is like pornography...very polluting. We need to stay away from it because it can be addicting and of course believable. So there's my long story. I hope i didn't bore all of you too much. Meags, baby yet?!!! I think i'm gonna call you right now and find out. love to all. Darla